evvvvvvvvvryday im hustlin.....

except sundaze.

oh em gee. its been so long. too long. i've missed you, more than you'll ever know. but life has been it. i said before it will happen & everythang did. well almost everything. i think we should play ketchup....

first off halloween was cwazy. i love halloween. right up there w/xmas. i was cleo, fafi, & a hippie. dopeness. & a lil distraction is always delightful. whatta man =)

next i finally got hired!! yessir. u heard it right. i seemed to go on 1097648273640 interviews, to jobs that i didnt even really want. but i was desperate; work is work. the silver lining was that i was able to build my confidence & bullshit like that. u really have to market yourself as cheesy as that sounds. fo real. the way you sell yourself: your appearance, your resume, your demeanor, your ability to kiss ass...it all matters. oh & the connections. its not what you know, its who you know. trust. i was lucky enough to get hired onto not only 1 good job but 2 worthy jobs. ima nurse you would think it would be easy, but not so my friends. its hard out there for a pimp & everybody else. i worked hard, stayed positive and thrived on every opportunity i could. & all that hard work manifested for me. all i can is that im so grateful, nothing more. oh maybe a lil more. i love my jobs. i work @ a laser center. laser HAIR removal that is. (thx xtal) my girl hooked it up and now i work w/the best nurses ever. such a different aspect of nursing; i love it. youre not dealing w/sick people. i feel i'll be using my minor in psychology more..... & the other job is @ LAX giving h1n1 vaccine shots. tight right? i'll be working in actual terminals treating employees and travelers. im excited for that one. my schedule is good for now. im the night nurse & i work everyday except sundays. not bad, not bad.

thanksgiving was nice. famlay party hopped. attempted to make pumpkin cheesecake for the first time & it was a hit. no black friday shopping cuz i had trabajo. needless to say but THANKFUL for everythang.

ooooh before i forget i have my own room! yaaaaayuuh. i converted the loft upstairs to my own room. its kinda hard to explain if you dont know my house. upstairs theres a lil loft that we used as the tv room; all but 2 walls. can u even picture this weird description? but if not, i got room dividers and made everything in the space my owns. i looooooove decorating. so its still in the process but im so much more happier now.

as of late, sometimes when im driving in the car by myself i stop & ponder & realize that my life is way better than it was a year ago; maybe even 6 months ago. life is good; it could always be better. but im happy i guess.


i will add pictures soon. ima working girl now so time is precious. ima go wrap gifts and watch home alone now. i'll be bawk. i promise.