i get by wit a lil help from my friendsssss

VIRGO DAILY HOROSCOPE FOR OCTOBER 18, 2009:

It's the differences between you and your friends -- not the similarities -- that keep you all close, believe it or not. So embrace and respect the fact that they don't always agree with you! Sure, you may not believe those who hold different views, but you should always believe in your friends! Harmony doesn't happen when all notes are the same; it happens when different notes come together and create a beautiful sound. Love the music you and your friends make.

worddddd. i luv my friends. they are theeee best. =)

sunday kind of <3

im up. it's 04:45 am rye now. i became the DD so i had to keep my ass up to drive all the way home from buttfuck egypt. sleep is for the sleepy which i will be sooooooon. but for now i will tell you bout my weekend cuz i want to. ok a quick run down: watched UP w/the goddaughter, lakers advance to finals, a shortstop, free crushes, souplantation, jimmay's pad somewhere in buttfuck egypt, sweaty dancin, fuckin fucked up, se7en. nuff said. now im home awake, fack. conversed w/the kid sis since we share a room now, facebooked for a while & now i got the feeling to dabble on mi blog. sunday is a new day. good. it'll be a sober day. but sunday nights are my fave, NOT. even though im constantly surrounded by people, i feel a lil alone. wa wa womp. what a buzz kill huh? it doesnt really bum me out that much but for some stupid reason sundaze get the best of me. doesnt this make you feel all tingly inside? im feelin too honest right now. lemme stop before i start sounding like a douche. & then i'll have to re-read this and think what the hell was i thinking. so i'll end this lame talk & just say good morning. oh & i also checked my horoscope:
feelin good vibrations....

oh & some imagery

BEFORE

DURING

AFTER

so classy

on the daily...

before i become a hermit today, lookie at my horoscope, very amusing i must say. i know, i know what you're thinking. do i have an ability to charm today? but more importantly, taurus' hollaaaaa. hahahahaha. naahhh, have no time for nonsense these days. im really banking on those lucky numbers though. shit can i distract myself more? no, ima be good today because i know what distractions are coming up. my head is in the game. unusual chance encounter my ass. i ponder though. "pinky, are you pondering what im pondering?" i will be that much more wiser when we meet again.

cuz you're my hot thang

special dedication...im sending this one out to you and you and you and you

i thought it was supposed to be FALL. why has it been HOTT like a mofo for the past days?? i kno the heat has been gettin to you too. i was in the valley the whole day yesterday (fr northridge to noho to woodland hills) running errands and the heat fuckin sucked. ok i'll quit my bitchin now.

now, im not a person who takes their horoscope to heart. sometimes i'll read it just because. most of the time its the generic bullshit thats too vague or has no relation to your current status. OR, sometimes it can be so on point that its scary. ok so check it, ima virgo baby and this was my horoscope for thursday, sept 25:

you are looking forward to some fun and it is hard to keep your mind
focused on the daily realities today. there are likely to be a lot of phone
calls and interruptions, and there may be annoying little problems with
computers. three words, backups, backups, backups!

i kno what you're thinking. generic bullshit that can relate to anyone. BUT this totally hit the spot. when i read it, i was like "awww shit" they hit the nail on the muthafuckin head. in my most determined attempts to stay focused these past weeks, i've still been distractable. its just this test is bitch. i cannot wait til i pass. its been a long time coming.. im gonna get so hammered the day i can rightfully claim the BSN,RN. you're all invited to the party. whenever that will be. but i gotsta keep on, keepin on. today i was good tho. i studied. i did not go out despite the usual temptations. and i do still have fucking annoying computer problems. my comp sporadically starts to alarm i think cuz it overheats at times. i should really check that out. it is really annoying tho, it bugs the shit outta me and carol especially when its late at night and she's tryin to sleep.

im up so late. i just heard the newspaper guy throw our daily news on the driveway. i should sleep now. but i love this time of night. aniwais, i'll leave with one of my faves from the summer. a corny photobooth pix of my seester and goddaughter, kaythe. isnt she cute?