day 1

is over. & im happy. a couple more to go.

ok so im gonna be nerdy & channel NPH or doogie howser MD every nite & write about my day. ya i know youre excited bout that one. day 1 was good. i feel so accomplished already that im up here & doin my own thing. im like a grown up. although i wish this trip was more pleasure than biznatch, oddly enough im being very receptive to all this new knowledge. im learnin a lot. i feel like i've been having my blinders on for so long. like i've been wearing a really smudgy, oily, blurry pair of glasses for so long & now im getting a crystal clear view of things. like i know what i was doing wrong & now i have the tools and know how to fix it & truly succeed. im tryin to absorb everythang like a sponge. it makes someone very hopeful. to give you a feelin of how it is up here, the weather here is so bipolar. the sun would be shining so bright but the air is ice cold & windy as hell. i swear i went outside to get some air, it was hella windy & freezing by the time i went back in my fingers were frozen. no joke. also im so thankful that one of my roommates has a car. thanx GOD. but there's no time to fuck around. im pumped mang. this bitch is gettin my hopes up. i need to keep ridin that wave.....oh ya so this is where i tell you the life lesson i've learned today. first of all, the feeling of accomplishment is soooo priceless. fo realz. you cant buy that feelin if you tried. you have to earn that shit. & the payoff is one billionth fold. for those lucky people who are accomplished that's the best feelin in the world. for instance, i will feel soooooooo good, ecstatic, over-joyed, like sun beams comin outta my ass happy when i become a registered nurse in august. because i worked my ass off with a lot of determination & perseverance. & life lesson numba 2: asking "what if?" will kill you. now this can relate to everything in your life. ya know what i mean? once you ask "what if?" you are in doubt. you start to question what you already know & make things complicated when you should just stick to your gut. "'WHAT IF' will kill you!" oh & life lesson numba 3: use common sense. time to go study my ass off. this chair is so comfy btw. i could live here. good nite. til tom.

oh & just in case you forgot:

hahahahaha. i had to.