day V

was a day. fack. all i gots to say is that im thrilled that it's over so that im excited for the next day to come & be over with & then the next one after that and so on & so forth. it just amazes me how disrespectful & inconsiderate some people can be. & by some people i mean my roommates. i think i have been tolerant, patient, considerate, all the appropriate behavior a decent person can expect. but this tolerance can only go so far. i suppose they dont know any better coming from a "different" culture and all. but shit, disrespect & inconsideration comes in the form of how people will constantly speak another language in front of me knowing full well im not properly well versed in it. i could somewhat understand but i canNOT speak this language. the one thing i full well understand are insults in tagalog. i got those down pat. like i could totally understand when someone is talking shit about in tagalog, everytime, w/o fail. its just something i've grown up with and very used to. but ya, its fuckin rude number 1. & #2 they dont even stop to explain or bother to tell me what the hell they are talking about. i know i shouldn't even care about this, but its frustrating when i have to see these people 24/7, sharing my personal space with them. i'll probly get over this tonight & be ok in the morning & then over the course of the day this annoyance will get exacerbated or inflammed that much more. i have plenty of examples to share which the written word would not do justice. i would have to video tape it & show you the live version. or maybe do a story panel board. i really am tryin to focus but its a fuckin challenge. i thought the hardest part would be the studying. thats the part i look forward to the most, if you could actually believe that. ya i cant believe myself either. ok they are very nice people but since they dont know any better its hard to put all the blame on them for their behavior. i just cant believe im surrounded by this. it feels like its toxic to me. whatevaaaaaa. im right @ the halfway mark. i have to stick it out & kill this review. fuck these bitches. you were ok at first but now you just blow. i still hope they pass. but i'll be happy this is over that i will never have to relive anything like this again. its true that you never know somebody unless you've lived with them. watch in my later posts i'll be saying i love them & we're gonna be lifelong friends. ya fucking right. i got turn on my bitch switch now & fight fire w/fire. if theyre gonna be catty, 2 could play that game. they're really nice people though if i didnt have to live with them. (i needed to have redeeeming value). i know i sound like the biggest bitch but when push comes to shove its fucking on. i just have to think of the main reason im here & tune out these crazy bitches. phew i almost feel better. my long-ass venting sesh. now i have to go back to the room hopefully they all snoring. i hope tomorrow will be more tolerable. i cant wait to read this back & see how crazy i sound. ima go use one of the bitches straighteners rye now before i have to see her in the morning. dont worry i've already asker permission. see how nice and considerate i am? mannnnng. i never felt more american surrounded by all filipinos....gn.