next lifetime

now what am i supposed to do when i want you in my world?

but how could i want you for myself when im already someone's girl...
first time that i saw you boy it was a warm and sunny day
all i know is i wanted you, i really hoped you looked my way
you smiled at me so warm & sweet
i could not speak
you make me feel like a itty bitty girl
what you do to me?

i guess i'll see you next lifetime...
no hard feelings

ok so love her & that song. the LIVE version reigns supreme though. i have a dream date to watch her live. but guess what? im gonna start to paint again. so i thought, who inspires me? ms. badu is high on the list. i got my inspiration so now i need to get some supplies and then it'll be all gravy baby. duuude, i dont know what was stopping me from painting. other than the fact i was studying for the biggest test in my life, i just didnt feel like it because i dont have my own space no more. but i got over that and now im in the mood to get dirrty & paint me some masterpieces. hahaha. painting is so cathartic. its like therapy thats purdy and waaaay cheaper. i feel so accomplished after. but my downfall is that i get picky and paint over them if i dont like em. there are probly like 4 paintings out of A LOT that i've actually saved; either i've kept or given away. ok enough of my amatuer artist status. i'll groove to ms. badu & paint a good one & i promise to show you when it's done. ps. sundaze aint THAT bad.

my cypher keeps movin like a rollin stone...

oh my my my, im feelin high...
[haha ok im not, but this is my jam right now]

aww fuck it here:


"peace and blessings manifest with every lesson learn, if your knowledge worth your wealth then it will be well earn..."
-thats my favorite line btw. cant go wrong with ms. badu.

aniwais, my babies, can u believe it's novemba??? where the hell has time gone? it fuckin flew. i kno how they say time flies when youre havin fun...and no doubt i've been havin fun, but i cant believe we're a week away from thanksgiving, which means were a month away from christmas...shiiiiiiit.

but ya, this past weekend was. nuff said. ok not really. chilled with the usuals and some newbies, bought a cute hat and bracelet and paid a visit to the g-spot. but most importantly, i was there to witness the ignition of colin's mojo. hahahahahahahahaha. for those who werent lucky enough to be there, colin met her pseudo soulmate, some redheaded guy w/the right name, who knew how to lay on the conversation. he made his moves, she reciprocated the sentiment but serendipity will tell us if they will meet again. did i mention he had a friend who was jus WHACK (yes i had to use that word) who delivered the cheesiest pick up lines?? haha. A for effort tho. but i could tell she was happy and i was happy for her. it made me appreciate certain things that much more fo sho, but im your roll dawg anytime c-squad.

anyhooooo, as my girl kid sister says, what it is, what it is...let it percolate. ima keep on keepin on. u proud? i am and in a good way. i just have to let the chips fall where they may. i read the newspaper the other day and this headline was on the cover, "WE LOST EVERYTHING," due to the recent wildfires. my heart went out to them, like it literally leapt outta my chest so i could give it to them. but it just gave me perspective which is what i needed. it's all timing baby. things happen for a reason... and i gotsta roll w/the punches. but i wanna thank YOU for keepin it real and telling me something i needed to hear, not just what i wanted to hear, not that many people will do that. i having nothing but respect.

im feelin it, fill the glass to the top with moet...ya feelin it??? hope so.

ok ok i've saved the best for last, since i havent been updatin as usual, to make it up i have peeektures. yessss yesssss y'all. you are very welcome.

halloween wit my girls - trick trick treat


daryll's 21st bday ptIII - drink, drank, drunk & a taco lady

so, pack light

i cant sleep. i dont kno why. im wide awake right now. maybe bc i napped during the day. or maybe bc the usuals just left after the mini sesh. maybe i have stuff on my mind. or maybe bc im just an insomniac like that. time management hasnt been my friend lately. but then again we've never been close. im best friends with procrastination tho. we tight.

aniwais, do you have that one song that puts you in a good mood where you're just in your element? where you kno every word, background echo and every little note, even those lil high pitch ones? i kno you do. and probly not just one too. i probly have like a top 5 list. well this is that song for me. love love love this song. i can play out this song like no other.



ok i feel a yawn coming, good night.