miss january

i learned a lesson in life from miss january...

i love that song btw. i just thought it would be fitting since ya kno. january always flies by. its the month that always escapes me. but this january 09 rivals no other. there's just been one thing after another after another and i could barely collect my own thoughts. its kinda mindnumbing. its like just when i think i have my life figured out something retarded/sad/unexpected pops up. i mean im tryin to look at it as part of the master plan where all these instances are designed to interrelate somehow. but i get it, life's hard man. "you realize that life isn’t some elaborate stage play with directions for the actors. life's a mess, sara, its chaos personified." haha, where's that from? aniwais, all i can do is stay up and im tryin my best to see the glass third full ok ok i'll give it half. BUUUUT there have been many pros that have helped to outweigh the cons. i learned that my family's blood is thicker than water, i have the bestest guardian angel ever, family fun fatty day's should happen way more often, i was schooled in the true shades of friendships and the pièce de résistance was....this deserves a drum rollll...the birthday shabangbang of one of my favoritist aquarians, thats right it aint january til its ms. colin shinns birfday bash.

HAPPY FUCKIN BIRTHDAY, C-SQUAD!!!

i love looove looooove this girl. one of the best persons i've ever known w/the biggest heart. we go waaay back. she's seen me at my best, worst and in between. thank you for everything. but there is one special bond that i hope will never fade; that is: the love for the G-SPOT. hahaha. get ya mind outta the gutter, not what you think pervs, but its for us to know & you to find out suckas. bottom line is happy birday c-squad i kno its a lil bit late but i know you understand cuz you a good friend like dat.

oh and before i continue the urbndick tells us:

hahahaha. now who would give that definition a thumbs down?
anyhoo here is the pictorial view of an aquarius' birthday:

medusa's lounge
(before the sweat)

that mocha crunch was good, i look evil

there's no place like...

love ya girls, good call on il ristorante.

my cypher keeps movin like a rollin stone...

oh my my my, im feelin high...
[haha ok im not, but this is my jam right now]

aww fuck it here:


"peace and blessings manifest with every lesson learn, if your knowledge worth your wealth then it will be well earn..."
-thats my favorite line btw. cant go wrong with ms. badu.

aniwais, my babies, can u believe it's novemba??? where the hell has time gone? it fuckin flew. i kno how they say time flies when youre havin fun...and no doubt i've been havin fun, but i cant believe we're a week away from thanksgiving, which means were a month away from christmas...shiiiiiiit.

but ya, this past weekend was. nuff said. ok not really. chilled with the usuals and some newbies, bought a cute hat and bracelet and paid a visit to the g-spot. but most importantly, i was there to witness the ignition of colin's mojo. hahahahahahahahaha. for those who werent lucky enough to be there, colin met her pseudo soulmate, some redheaded guy w/the right name, who knew how to lay on the conversation. he made his moves, she reciprocated the sentiment but serendipity will tell us if they will meet again. did i mention he had a friend who was jus WHACK (yes i had to use that word) who delivered the cheesiest pick up lines?? haha. A for effort tho. but i could tell she was happy and i was happy for her. it made me appreciate certain things that much more fo sho, but im your roll dawg anytime c-squad.

anyhooooo, as my girl kid sister says, what it is, what it is...let it percolate. ima keep on keepin on. u proud? i am and in a good way. i just have to let the chips fall where they may. i read the newspaper the other day and this headline was on the cover, "WE LOST EVERYTHING," due to the recent wildfires. my heart went out to them, like it literally leapt outta my chest so i could give it to them. but it just gave me perspective which is what i needed. it's all timing baby. things happen for a reason... and i gotsta roll w/the punches. but i wanna thank YOU for keepin it real and telling me something i needed to hear, not just what i wanted to hear, not that many people will do that. i having nothing but respect.

im feelin it, fill the glass to the top with moet...ya feelin it??? hope so.

ok ok i've saved the best for last, since i havent been updatin as usual, to make it up i have peeektures. yessss yesssss y'all. you are very welcome.

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