all falls down

and she be dealing with some issues that you can't believe
single black female addicted to retail...

ok ok blog #2 in one day. people watching at the library aint cutting it & my nursing notes are starting to look like little wavy indistinctive lines. BUT, some stranger just came up to me and asked to take a video of me studying....um fucking awkward. first of all, i dont go to school here [i used to but im here because im waiting for my sis] & second of all its just weird. i said..."uhhhh." he was all like, "you just looked really studious & dont worry this is for the school's study/learning video" or some bullshit like that. yaaaa right, suuuurrre buddy. i was like duh its the fucking library that's what you're supposed to be doing, not the local mall/bar/what-have-you. but i just let him because i didnt want to make a scene in the library plus he was already filming. imagine spielberg coming up to you while you're studying except the exact opposite ok; this guy was black dude w/a semi-professional looking camera he probly bought from costco. he went from over the shoulder to full frontal view. i was trying to keep a straight face, trying to pretend to write notes but all i was typing was a bunch of nothing that looked like this: sdhpoi ohuawe weeiweb meds wjsf werjha sker. i was all nervous. hahahahahaha. who the fuck does that??? i better not see this video somewhere on YouTube w/someone's weird voice dubbed over my shot. ughhh. watch. what the hell did i get myself into?? im just nice, too nice. that was creepy. im getting shivers now. hahahaha. straight up stalker status i had to share.

but what you're really supposed to be getting from this blog was a phone convo that went like this & i felt compelled to share. although, the stalker incident is soooo trumping this..this kinda helps me deal w/the current status quo.