gurrrrrl, puhleeeeeze.
"she caused...an estimated six hundred unwanted and embarrassing erections." unwanted, surrrrrrre homie. but ya, someone's ideal of beauty. it's kinda crazy how your ideals change. like what you thought you wanted: your ideal job, life, love. blah blah blah. on a deep thought, im here to say that my perceptions of the ideal "whatever" sure aint the same. i always thought i knew what i wanted and had clear vision of how it was going to happen. but shit happens. life kicks your ass. sometimes you fail things, you worked hard for. sometimes you are forced to deal w/shit, swallow your pride and make sacrifices. or sometimes people come in and out of your unexpectedly; either its in that one night[s] that takes you off your guard in a good way or that one night you get that call where you lost a beloved one. it's just crazy to think about this shit. but my ideals have definitely changed via different people and life experiences. change is the only thing that stays the same. what i once thought before is now not so much. my rose colored glasses have changed a tint. they have changed into something different, better, way more outside of the box. so far away from the box. i like that. just gotta keep my cypher rollin. i guess im all growns up now. almost. but cristina put it best: "i dont know what i want, but i do know what i dont want."
i cant sleep right now. tonight was interesting. chill actually. good way to unwind. it hit the spot. quote of the night, c: "the only thing about them is that they ____ __ _______." me: "that aint the only thing." hahahaha. all in a night. sleep comes and goes w/me. my eyes are killing me right now and i cant find my glasses. ima blindass mofo w/o my contacts or glasses. oh but i finally did something i've been wanting to: i watched VICKY CRISTINA BARCELONA. finally baby. i've been wanting to watch it for the longest and now i have. its a good movie to watch by yourself because i got so into it, feeling like i was in barcelona. hahaha. but yes, i give it a 2 thumbs and toes up. penelope was bueno. i should sleep now, i have a billion and one things to do tomorrow. hike maybe? but duty calls tomorrow and my pillow wants some love. goodnight all.
juan antonio: "empty sex? do you have such a low opinion of yourself?"
"she caused...an estimated six hundred unwanted and embarrassing erections." unwanted, surrrrrrre homie. but ya, someone's ideal of beauty. it's kinda crazy how your ideals change. like what you thought you wanted: your ideal job, life, love. blah blah blah. on a deep thought, im here to say that my perceptions of the ideal "whatever" sure aint the same. i always thought i knew what i wanted and had clear vision of how it was going to happen. but shit happens. life kicks your ass. sometimes you fail things, you worked hard for. sometimes you are forced to deal w/shit, swallow your pride and make sacrifices. or sometimes people come in and out of your unexpectedly; either its in that one night[s] that takes you off your guard in a good way or that one night you get that call where you lost a beloved one. it's just crazy to think about this shit. but my ideals have definitely changed via different people and life experiences. change is the only thing that stays the same. what i once thought before is now not so much. my rose colored glasses have changed a tint. they have changed into something different, better, way more outside of the box. so far away from the box. i like that. just gotta keep my cypher rollin. i guess im all growns up now. almost. but cristina put it best: "i dont know what i want, but i do know what i dont want."
i cant sleep right now. tonight was interesting. chill actually. good way to unwind. it hit the spot. quote of the night, c: "the only thing about them is that they ____ __ _______." me: "that aint the only thing." hahahaha. all in a night. sleep comes and goes w/me. my eyes are killing me right now and i cant find my glasses. ima blindass mofo w/o my contacts or glasses. oh but i finally did something i've been wanting to: i watched VICKY CRISTINA BARCELONA. finally baby. i've been wanting to watch it for the longest and now i have. its a good movie to watch by yourself because i got so into it, feeling like i was in barcelona. hahaha. but yes, i give it a 2 thumbs and toes up. penelope was bueno. i should sleep now, i have a billion and one things to do tomorrow. hike maybe? but duty calls tomorrow and my pillow wants some love. goodnight all.
juan antonio: "empty sex? do you have such a low opinion of yourself?"
1 comment:
girrrrl well written on the ideal. i feel ya on that one,
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