day slevin

was the longest day of my life. yet ironically it was the one day we got off early. we had to start an hour earlier which meant we got off an hour earlier. it was so painful to get up an hour earlier because i sleep hella late here too cuz these fobs are so damn loud i cant concentrate and relax here. but im not here to relax. its all business. aniwais, it was so hard to stay awake today. my sleep deprivation is finally hittin me, like it punched me in the face. my eyelids felt so heavy. i was fighting so hard to stay awake but the idea of sleep was soooo sweet. i think im just exhausted; mentally & physically. my brain is fried. its been non-stop, i feel like there's no more space to fit anything in. like my head is as big as stewie's. & you how huge that kids head in proportion to his body. i dunno anymore today was so draining. if you feel tired from just reading this then take that & multiply that by 100 and youre maybe where im at. i cant even take a nap. aniwais, i tried to do some roommate bonding today. i know im so proud of myself. those bitches. haha. i decided to kill em with kindness & they were murdaaaaared. but the best part was that we were all watching tv & i always control the remote control cuz tv = tfc to them. so since i have the power, i put it on chappelle's show. hahaha. it was the only good thing on. & i was oh shit i wonder how they would react to this. i mean whenever i find something to watch im considerate and try to find something we would all want to watch. but ya, i put it on chappelle's show & waited to see how they would react. it was really only me and the other fob my age who is married. the other 2 oldies were on their phones. aniwais, i was waiting for laughter or a confused look. but i gots laughter!!!!! haha. i didnt know if she actually got it but she laughed. its not hard to get though, you either are cool & laugh or lame & don't. im not giving cool points but definitely some brownie points. im tired & miss el aye......

oh btw its AUGUST!!!!! yay!