no fuck ups

anotha day, anotha interview.....
this recession is killing me larry! give a sista a break. i've been on a good couple of interviews & i must say im getting progressively better. sharp PROfessional attire; CHECK. strong handshake & eye contact; CHECK. kiss-ass attitude; CHECK. no one is biting. i almost questioned if i was doing something wrong...but i soon figured out the one thing i lack is EXPERIENCE. give me a chance & i'll give you experience. gotta keep my head up & hope i dont fuck this up. in the meantime, i'll dream of how life would be once i get that job.

i get by wit a lil help from my friendsssss

VIRGO DAILY HOROSCOPE FOR OCTOBER 18, 2009:

It's the differences between you and your friends -- not the similarities -- that keep you all close, believe it or not. So embrace and respect the fact that they don't always agree with you! Sure, you may not believe those who hold different views, but you should always believe in your friends! Harmony doesn't happen when all notes are the same; it happens when different notes come together and create a beautiful sound. Love the music you and your friends make.

worddddd. i luv my friends. they are theeee best. =)

haste makes waste

sundaze are still fun daze. on the biggggest side note kids: REJECTION blows but what matters most is how you deal with it. i gotta feeling something GREATER will come my way. i know it will.

"nothing good comes easily, sometimes you've got to fight...."

mister feeeeeeeenster

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
too funny. i loved this show. i even went to a tv taping. this was good huh? i had to show u guys.

saturday, WAIT

ok so im not doin great @ updating. baaaad cindy. i'll try my bestest to keep up. i have to be a responsible adult & tend to grown up biznass thats why. but things have been goin good so far. in fact, i feel real real goood. not to the point where its nauseating good. but im really tryin to stay on that positive tip & let things happen. which is big for me right now. routinely, i would always think twice, second guess & then just settle. which was secretly miserable. but i decided i dont wanna be the reason i feel like crap so i did wat most grown ups do & sucked it up & just let go. let it all go. well most it anyways. .......in saying all this motivational stuff, i had a dope-ass weekend. ya DOPE-ASS. haha. lets see i discovered that hollywood is only a walk (a loooong walk away), a pitcher & smokes always does the trick, thirft store shopping is always fun but halloween thirft store shopping is a mission, mamamamamitas is BOMB, & HIP HOP kareoke is the new thang. it doesnt matter how ghetto a place may seem good company ALWAYS cancels that out. but i had a really good weekend w/my girls.

ok so hip hop kareoke is exactly what you're thinking when i first mentioned HIP HOP kareoke. it was tight!!! all u hiphop heads, if you are looking for a good/chill time then sharpen those MC skills cuz u gotsta bring it if you choose to hit the stage. no joke some nerdy looking lil white dude was all up on a WU-TANG joint & killed it. soooooooo if that doesnt make u come out then i dunno wat will. hahahahahahahaha. just to warn it's kinda in the ghetto meaning its really in the heart of the HIGHLAND park ghetto. good joints & jams, i promise you'll have a good time or at least be entertained. the quote of the night: "im not gonna FLOW or anything," colin. hahaha. they should really give me a cut since im sooooo pluggin this shit. its the every 2nd saturday of each month & i think theyre tryin to change the venue to somewhere? here's the link since im so nice: therhymealong.com

QUOTEWORTHY:
"Be who you are & say what you feel,
because those who mind don't matter &
for those who matter dont mind." Dr. Seuss

all of thee above

wish me luck.

do you speaka any english?

monday mornings are killers. 5am wake up calls physically hurt. ya u read that right, 5AM! i know! it hurts that much more because i dont have the whole get up early & being all chipper enjoying the morning kind of mentality. i cherish my nights. BUT i have my obligations to uphold. so instead of complaining i've turned this unpleasant thing into a very productive outlet and decided to execute my workout regimens in the mornings as well. genius, i know. im tryin to get better @ time management. aniwais, before i rambled, my point is that i've noticed i've been neglecting my blog. no bueno. so now its time for some tlc. some informative/funny shit to detract from all the deep thoughts lately. i cant help it though.

ps. i'll give credit where its due. roldy found this for me, so all props to her. oh & roldy = caROL. haha.

learn sumthin new everyday.

doesnt this remind you of RUSH HOUR, when chris tucker is being an asshole to jackie chan & says: "DO-YOU-UNDERSTAND-THE-WORDS-THAT-ARE-COMING-OUT-OF-MY-MOUTH?"

oh & im tryna stay on that positivo tip so ima try to leave a quote here & there. u know some words to live by:

"just manage your life & challenge it..." -blu